Newbierock

cold

2008-05-10T10:45:20Z

i've never felt so alone, i forgot just how crushing a comedown can be. I Know it's just chemicals and i'll be fine tommorrow, but right now i can't stand this.

dodgey

2008-05-07T21:36:43Z

i've been having some really weird thoughts lately, and some shady dreams too, it's spinning me out. The old noggin' needs to calm down

living for the...downs?

2008-05-05T14:33:45Z

it puts my mind at ease, indulging myself in the calm breeze. :)

who knows, maybe this shit'll go out of style soon, but for now one shall indulge. I remember back when we all lived for the ups and did our best to run away from the downs, shit most people still live that way but meh. can ya do? they'll see eventually.

tall cans

2008-04-19T01:01:49Z

we lookin' so bad
but we feelin' so good

welcome brb

2008-04-17T13:43:25Z

welcome to the world, brb or badass rainbow bong. woot!

Rip brother bongs

2008-04-16T16:32:11Z

well 2 weeks and 1 day ago, i lost my big green bong to the law. it was a sad day in adamland and after much mourning 2 days later went out and upgraded. Welcome to the world bitchin' glass bong!

Well 1 week and 6 days after this badboy was born, god intervened and punished me for every sin i've ever commited. the bong hath shattered. another sad day.

Moral of the story? payday tommorrow, triplets!

pillmatic

2008-04-13T13:15:21Z

beatiful pharmaceuticals,
residue in my cuticles,
sniffin em when it's suitable,
wishin they made em chewable

normal day

2008-04-08T21:31:01Z

got up and cleaned, then went to rileys to shoot some pool, then bowling to play on the machines.

a good mcday, some would say.

5 days away

2008-03-30T02:46:15Z

and the V has ran out, aw shit.

hindsight is 20/20, foresight has cataracts.

2008-03-29T01:26:35Z

Read through this old journalmajigger from the beginning, it's weird....a lot of stuff I totally forgot about, shit some stuff after reading can't remember for the life of me.

I've changed, so so so so much, and i've not noticed at all. But as they say the only constant in life is change. And if time waits for no man, who the hell am I gonna be 5 years down the line?

Try not to look into the future, look back with your 20/20 hindsight and learn from everything you've ever done wrong, ive got a lot of learning to do x.x

Peace begins with a V

2008-03-25T18:13:49Z

ahh god damn, downers > uppers, end of.

Light it up

2008-03-19T20:56:07Z

Mardy bum mardy bum hahaha, chin up soldier!! all is good :D I love my rachi and work isn't bad at all. I've got mates i've got cash and i've got a 360 what more do i need!

kottonmouth kings sum it all up.

'Now when the Night is done and most the people gone home
And you're surrounded by your friends, with them you're never alone
Gather in a circle, fire up a fat cone,
And if you hit it right, you'll be getting stoned all night long

boredom

2008-03-17T19:10:05Z

it's all a simple cycle now, wake up smoke go to work come home smoke sleep. Throw in seeing the missus now and then and more smoke on days off. Theres my life.

sad huh

Sobriety eh

2008-03-15T20:11:05Z

tramadol suck ass, barely noticable effects and a day of puking. Didn't even get pissed and actually managed to not have a smoke.

last night was grim

holy gwakamoli

2008-03-01T13:40:27Z

Thats something i'll be doing again.

Some heavy drinking

2008-02-28T10:45:51Z

Tis what i'm thinking.

Terrible tuesdays

2008-02-10T23:16:16Z

With every up comes a down. It's just the non-glorified part of being alive. twill pass.

Last night

2008-02-10T00:32:59Z

This is what it's like to feel alive.

do not defy

2008-01-19T21:27:03Z

every action has a reaction, and these reactions vary from good to bad. Simple enough, but when you start reacting from your actions but can't handle it so you start attaching actions to reactions of actions. Then all your getting is a big 'ol bag of consequences. Thats when the shit hits the fan my friend.

oops

2008-01-09T14:51:05Z

Since september i've spent around £1000 on pot pills and speed, and i've spent about £250-350 on myself. The rest went into me mams pocket lolz. maybe i should cut down

new year

2008-01-03T21:24:25Z

new you

woah

2007-11-18T13:24:22Z

time flies when your keeping busy.

woohoo

2007-10-14T10:37:04Z

woohoo, job n that, shits good.

big bad druggy man

2007-08-13T21:24:49Z

I Miss everyone from school, they were all sound. Really bothering me the fact i'll never see most of them again....Wish I coulda left a better impression as well. I'm sick of being remember as the big bad druggy man.

But fuck it, it'll be rate.

Need a job as well.

ups n downs

2007-08-05T21:54:11Z

it's mostly about the ups, up up up up away we go.

Stuff neeeds to change, but takes it's time about doing so. Everythings nigh on perfect, but not quite there...it'll never be there but hah.

FUck ittt youth, s'all good man, s'all gd.